Sunday, February 13, 2011

Life of a Teenage Girl: Day 4

Okay, take your hands
feel you face
I mean really feel the bone structure
Under your eyes
Around your teeth
Everywhere
Now imagine that bone you were feeling without your skin covering it
You've got a pretty good mental image right?
That's you underneath all that fleshy stuff
Creepy right?

I was just thinking.
So many things define us.
Our hair, eye color, skin color, clothing, lips, eyebrows, and such, but
underneath all?
We're that creepy bone thing you just imagined.

So next time you bug a person for their looks,
or their personality differences...
quirks...
interests....
whatever,
Feel their bone structure, then yours(okay that sounds creepy)
It's eerily the same, isn't it?

Food for thought. :)

~Natalie

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Life of a Teenage Girl: Day 3

"You look pretty nerdy."

I guess you realize this
But
I don't care

I am a nerd
It's who I am!
I don't need your approval

Deal with it

I'm tired of people being so insignificant. I don't want to deal with the average human anymore. Why do I need to be normal? What does it matter if I don't want to talk to you about that thing that she said to him when they were like um totally chilling and this is like uh the most irrelevant conversation ever. Yeah. I know.

So whatever. I don't need them and I don't want them to approve.

~Nat-Nat

Monday, February 7, 2011

Natalie: Day 1

This is an observation of myself. From my previous post, it's obvious.
I have a superiority complex. Deal with it. I mean I know I have this. Why does it matter if I think I'm better than a lot of the human race.
I am!
But I don't run and shout it all over the place.
You can see it through my actions....
That is if I deem you worth to see it.
See, I don't want the whole world to see the way I think...
I can't let them understand me. I need to keep only the people worthy of it to be able to understand me.
Which I ask you.
Do you really understand me.
Don't be so sure about your answer.

~Natty-Nat

Idiots: Day 1

It says day 1
But
Honestly...
It's been my whole life.

You and your idiocy
Smart?
Ha!
Not even close

You think you are
Ha
You think you're smarter than me
Don't you
But you're not
You'll never be.

The idiot of the day is named idiot 1. Idiot one thinks they are so much better than the rest of us, and they brag "unintentionally."  Like, oh I did so bad, I got a 99% out of 100. Shut up, seriously. And oh, I'm so dumb. I'm taking all advance courses. And the I'm just gonna stand here and complain about this.

SHUT UP!

And when you try to be actually deep, smart, whatever? IT DOESN'T WORK.

Face it.

I will never be able to talk multi-dimensional theories with you and know you're actually getting it. I will never be able to discuss human nature with you and have you actually understand anything.

So enough.
I'm not dealing with this anymore. Just stop it. I don't want to talk about this with you. I'm right you're wrong.

~Natalie